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Undertage
03:50
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Yesterday we took a ride out to the water
We got to know one another
Something changed when we were out there
Something clicked and I was aware
Talking about last time we’d fallen
Feeling myself becoming drawn in
Then you told me where you’d be tomorrow night
Found myself waiting for an invite
Your body next to mine, dancing in the dark
I don’t know my way around, you make me feel like part of it
Your friend’s in the other corner, but you’re here with me
It’s a matter of when, our lips are gonna meet
Usually I’m deprecating, I’m self medicating
The one hanging round waiting, but you
You make me feel brand new
And I wanna stay longer, so I can get to know you
Usually I’m deprecating, I’m self medicating
The one hanging round waiting, but you
You make me feel brand new
And I wanna stay longer, so I can get to know you
Even though you spent the day with another girl
I can feel you watching me (I can feel you watching me)
You said it was too much with her, with me it could be simple
Our fingers interlocking (fingers interlocking)
Since the last time I saw you, you been on my mind
Started following me, made yourself easy to find
But we’re not playing any games, straight up I want to see you
I’m leaving town soon, I know you feel it too
Usually I’m deprecating, I’m self medicating
The one hanging round waiting, but you
You make me feel brand new
And I wanna stay longer, so I can get to know you
Usually I’m deprecating, I’m self medicating
The one hanging round waiting, but you
You make me feel brand new
And I wanna stay longer, so I can get to know you
Willing this thing to stay with me
Feeling it all for what it could be
Closing my eyes I know you’re still there
And I’m wanting it more than I can bear
Hold it in when you say you’re going
Keep this ache of mine from showing
Know I can get it ‘cause I got it bad
My favourite thing I never had
Usually I’m deprecating, I’m self medicating
The one hanging round waiting, but you
You make me feel brand new
And I wanna stay longer, so I can get to know you
Usually I’m deprecating, I’m self medicating
The one hanging round waiting, but you
You make me feel brand new
And I wanna stay longer, so I can get to know you
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2. |
It’s You I’m Here For
04:08
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My skin is heating up
Trying to keep myself guarded
Know I should shut this down early
Before things can really get started
You tell me off when I’m on one
Don’t let me talk shit about myself
Make me feel full up on something
I swear this is good for my health
And then we’re both in the bathroom late,
just two friends turning in for the night
I watch you, not seeing me like that,
it’s a lie to myself not an oversight
I’m keeping you up, my arms sit on your shoulders
Wish I could open you up, wish I could just unfold ya
Nobody knows it’s you who I’m here for
Nobody knows that it’s you who I want breathing down my neck
I could stay up all night
Just to listen to how much you’re missing her
I’ll be your right hand man
Been through it all, I’m the heartbreak whisperer
But I’m the type to hold it down
Keep it together, pull you up off the floor
Not gonna start up something messy
I don’t do anything risky anymore
And then we’re both in the bathroom late,
just two friends turning in for the night
I watch you, not seeing me like that,
it’s a lie to myself not an oversight
I’m keeping you up, my arms sit on your shoulders
Wish I could open you up, wish I could just unfold ya
Nobody knows it’s you who I’m here for
Nobody knows that it’s you who I want breathing down my neck
Holding out for what could happen if we just stay up later
Wake up feeling like a fool cos I’m not even on your radar
Gather everything up, I brace myself to reign it in
Reign it in
I’m keeping you up, my arms sit on your shoulders
Wish I could open you up, wish I could just unfold ya
Nobody knows it’s you who I’m here for
Nobody knows that it’s you who I want breathing down my neck
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Congratulations
04:00
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Once upon a time I thought I could save your life
Out of control while you tried to defend it
Once upon a time just me and you on this ride
But with each other we were never pretending
Once upon a time I thought I could save your life
Out of control while you tried to defend it
Once upon a time just me and you on this ride
But with each other we were never pretending
Congratulations, you grew up quicker
We applaud each other, feeling like we both lost out
Congratulations, your skin got thicker
We began this judging each other, that’s how we’ll go down
I tried to hold out, tried to wait for you to tell me
Your life is changing and I’m not going with you
You think I’ve sold out, that the city got the best of me
You think all I want is to tell you what to do
And then I guessed it, like a stranger to you now
Defences both went up and I made sure you saw me hurting
And I confessed it, if that changes things somehow
So I could be the one who’s reaching, and you’re the one deserting
Congratulations, you grew up quicker
We applaud each other, feeling like we both lost out
Congratulations, your skin got thicker
We began this judging each other, that’s how we’ll go down
So we’re at pleasantries, we’re in groups and that’s at best
Take a break from one on one girl, just give it all a rest
I try hold it back, don’t bring it up, the taste is bitter
Cos you told me to go while you called me a quitter
Congratulations, you grew up quicker
We applaud each other, feeling like we both lost out
Congratulations, your skin got thicker
We began this judging each other, that’s how we’ll go down
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4. |
Be Here Til I’m Not
04:01
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I return to every place I leave behind
Try to replay, cos I can’t rewind
I get flashes, little pictures in my chest
Try to hold them close, how much time do I have left
I am the ghost, I protect the halls of this home
Another 3am, things get quiet
When something terrible happens, I wanna call you
Just to hear you say my name down the line
When it’s not only me who feels like the world is ending
If I’m honest I see it as a sign
Call your sister, get some sleep
Catch yourself in the mirror, breathe deep
You’re gonna be here ‘til it stops
You’re not the only one, who keeps getting it all wrong
You’re not the only one, feeling like they’re not at home
It’s picking up now, starting to roll on I guess
Another routine, in a crisis
And I am longing, to join you all inside
I am patient, I’ve waited years for all this to subside
I’ve mostly kept things dignified, and I retreat when we collide
When something terrible happens, I wanna call you
Just to hear you say my name down the line
When it’s not only me who feels like the world is ending
If I’m honest I see it as a sign
Call your sister, get some sleep
Catch yourself in the mirror, breathe deep
You’re gonna be here ‘til it stops
When something terrible happens, I wanna call you
Just to hear you say my name down the line
When it’s not only me who feels like the world is ending
If I’m honest I see it as a sign
Call your sister, get some sleep
Catch yourself in the mirror, breathe deep
You’re gonna be here ‘til it stops
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5. |
Shame
03:58
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Work on protecting myself
Let go of this persistence
Stay strong means that you feel it
Say my goodbyes from a distance
Work on holding it together
But release this need in me
Stay strong means that you let go
Of what you think others see
And I’m deep enough to admit that I miss you
Grown enough to know you do too
Shame, enough to take me out quietly
‘til I can come to my own rescue
I feel it live in my body
I know it’s deep in my soul
I’m waking up with it heavy
Spinning out of control
I feel it live in my body
I know it’s deep in my soul
I’m waking up with it heavy
Spinning out of control
Ooh, you’re gonna live with it, you gotta learn to live with it
How you gonna deal with it
Ooh, you’re gonna live with it, you gotta learn to live with it
How you gonna deal with it
Work on accepting myself
Let go of likability
Stay strong means you can take it
Without this state of fragility
Work on giving up one thing
Try to take up another
Stay strong means that you care
Without being someone’s mother
And I’m deep enough to admit that I miss you
Grown enough to know you do too
Shame, enough to take me out quietly
‘til I can come to my own rescue
I feel it live in my body
I know it’s deep in my soul
I’m waking up with it heavy
Spinning out of control
I feel it live in my body
I know it’s deep in my soul
I’m waking up with it heavy
Spinning out of control
Stay strong, feel it and let go
Stay strong take it cos you know
Being wrong is disconcerting
But you are capable of hurting
Stay strong, feel it and let go
Stay strong take it cos you know
Being wrong is disconcerting
But you are capable of hurting
I feel it live in my body
I know it’s deep in my soul
I’m waking up with it heavy
I feel it live in my body
I know it’s deep in my soul
I’m waking up with it heavy
Spinning out of control
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6. |
Make You Proud
03:38
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I’m too fast and I’m too furious
I’ve said it all, said enough for the both of us
I’m face up, I’m arms stretched out
Walk away knowing that I could never make you proud
Maybe I can work myself up, could you give it another try
Maybe I can say I don’t care what you think, til it’s not a lie
Wading out in the deep end
I become aware nobody’s following
Staying up ‘til it’s silent
Somehow full, but I’m hollowing
I’m feeling it more like perseverance
Than anything useful
Calling it love when it’s just adherence
Can we be truthful
You say nothing
I keep saying more, I can’t stop apologising
You say nothing
I refresh, pull it back, try catch you on an upswing
I’m too fast and I’m too furious
I’ve said it all, said enough for the both of us
I’m face up, I’m arms stretched out (arms out)
Walk away knowing that I could never make you proud
Maybe I can work myself up, could you give it another try
Maybe I can say I don’t care what you think, til it’s not a lie
Maybe I can work myself up, could you give it another try
Maybe I can say I don’t care what you think, til it’s not a lie
Tryna to be better but I’m only
Messing up everything, I know
That we all say we’re learning
But to you, I’m just lessening
I’m feeling it more like perseverance
Than anything useful
Calling it love when it’s just adherence
Can we be truthful
Feel it slipping away, can’t take anything slow
Said you wanted the time, said you wanted to go
Put it back in my court I’ll play another round
Think I’d give anything, just to make you feel proud
I’m too fast and I’m too furious
I’ve said it all, said enough for the both of us
I’m face up, I’m arms stretched out (arms out)
Walk away knowing that I could never make you proud
Maybe I can work myself up, could you give it another try (maybe, maybe)
Maybe I can say I don’t care what you think, til it’s not a lie
Maybe I can work myself up, could you give it another try (maybe, maybe)
Maybe I can say I don’t care what you think, til it’s not a lie
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Still Be Someone
02:14
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I know I can get myself up if I hit the ground
I can try to be the one, never off and on if it’s
Me who’s gonna carry us on
I know I can heat a room up if I just turn down
I can try to be the one, never off and on if it’s
Me who’s gonna carry us on
And I think I could be alone and still be someone
I think I could be alone and still be someone
I think you can be alone and still be someone
I think you can be alone and still be someone
I think we can be alone and still be someone
I think we can be alone and still be someone
I think I could be alone and still be someone
I think I could be alone and still be someone
I think I could be alone and still be someone
I think I could be alone and still be someone
I think I could be alone and still be someone
I think I could be alone and still be someone
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Shameless
03:28
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I’m out on the edge again, the one where I wait for you to show up and do something
Take some action, put your foot down, tell them you’re leaving
‘Cause I have come to notice my confidence is compromised
Never been so important the same time as I’m undermined
You only want to speak if it’s to tell me how I’ve lost my mind
I’m out on the edge again, the one where I wait for you to show up and do something
Take some action, put your foot down, tell them you’re leaving
I’m right up again this time, I hate how it always seems to be a race with you
Take some action, put your foot down, tell them you forfeit
Expect me to teach you, you never learn you
Keep your hands clean you, take every turn
Tell me how I’ve made a mistake, how I’ve lost my mind
Have you considered the ways that you have crossed a line
I’m back in the dark again, the place I wait for you to show up and say something
Take action, put your foot down, tell them you feel it
I’m holding my breathing again, the only thing that I can stop from giving you
Take action, put your foot down, now I’m disappearing
Expect me to teach you, you never learn you
Keep your hands clean you, take every turn
Tell me how I’ve made a mistake, how I’ve lost my mind
Have you considered the ways that you have crossed a line
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9. |
Hit it Hard
03:14
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Somethings I get choked up that I’m pulled too thin
Same time I look down on all the ways people are settling
I try to move on, the things I am proud of
Take my eyes off everyone, grow up get out
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
Get pulled in by little things that comfort me
Try to keep up, try maintain integrity
I try hold onto people I think get it
Take my mind off making it grow up get out
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
‘til it hits me like water, how I’ve separated myself off
How deep down scared that I’ve lost
What’s important, that I don’t know what it’s like to be loved
It didn’t work this time, it didn’t work this time
It didn’t work this time, it didn’t work this time
It didn’t work this time, it didn’t work this time
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
I sent myself away to release but I hit it too hard and I took it too far
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10. |
My Limits
04:14
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I’ve got my limits
I’ve learned my limits
I push the limits
I look at others’ limits
When you find a city you can just settle in
When you find somewhere you can just listen in
Friend in the other room, falling asleep
Cos they’re making it big and they’ve found their feet
And together, you’re slowing down
I’ve got my limits
I’ve learned my limits
I push the limits
I look at others’ limits
So it heats up, and we come down
I know I missed your birthday and I come round
Make a phone call to you, know you wanna hear me
We still click so good, I’ll admit it’s easy
But it feels good telling you I’m gonna hang up
I’ve got my limits
I’ve learned my limits
I push the limits
I look at others’ limits
You go on ahead, I’ll be behind you
Can’t focus if I’m beside you
Find a spot for me to grow
You keep finding love in other places
I’ll keep moving change my paces
Find a rhythm on my own
But I still feel it there when I hear your voice
When I see your ex, when I make the choice
To ignore your messages
I’ve got my limits
I’ve learned my limits
I push the limits
I look at others’ limits
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