1. |
SMU
01:40
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Even if our histories
Are incompatible
Even if knowing our survival
Feels unfathomable
Cos it’s been years now
And I’m no longer sedatable
Aware that our sense of this
Won’t be relatable
The heaviness an anchor
Pulling me under, but keeping me
On the ground
I’ve gotta fully flesh this,
A project, of documentation
In how we will go down
And then I’ll
(Ooooh)
Set me up
And I’ll kiss the ground that birthed you
(Ooooh)
Set me up
And I’ll kiss the ground that birthed you
(Ooooh)
I’ll kiss the ground that birthed you
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2. |
Reckoning
03:46
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After I’ve sunk my way
Into oblivion
Falling out, and crawling round,
Picking up the pieces of my skin that I allowed
Into your possession
And I gave it up so easy,
Think you’d try to please me
But that’s changing minute by minute now
Minute by minute by minute by minute now, minute by minute by minute by minute now
Minute by minute by minute by minute now, miinute by minute by minute by minute now
If it could be
What I wanted
(Pieces of my skin)
If I could get
What I wanted from you
And if I could give
(Pieces of my skin)
And not send you running
If I could feel
(Pieces of my skin)
And not see this coming
After the dusk settles
I’ll turn my face up again
My eyes are wet and full of grit
It’s building up my airways
So that nothing else will fit
So navigate the pain now
Cos you put yourself here, and you know the end is near,
You’re getting close to a reckoning
Minute by minute by minute by minute now, minute by minute by minute by minute now
Minute by minute by minute by minute now, miinute by minute by minute by minute now
If it could be
What I wanted
(Pieces of my skin)
If I could get
What I wanted from you
And if I could give
(Pieces of my skin)
And not send you running
If I could feel
(Pieces of my skin)
And not see this coming
(After I’ve sunk my way, after I’ve sunk my way, after I’ve sunk my way)
If it could be
What I wanted
If I could get
What I wanted from you
And if I could give
And not send you running
If I could feel
And not see this coming
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3. |
Giving Circle
03:31
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I’ll admit that I wanted to hate you
And that I do, and that I want to turn the love
Into something else,
I’ll admit that the strain of the world, the pain of the world
It doesn’t distract me all the time
The battle lines are drawn
We keep our heads down
I feel myself want to run
So I don’t give into it
The battle lines are drawn
The silence gets louder
I pull my shirt over my face
Just so you don’t see me give into it,
Give into it
Ah huh, oh, ah huh, oh
I’ll admit that I wanted to hate you
And that I do, and that I want to turn the love
Into something else,
I’ll admit that the strain of the world, the pain of the world
It doesn’t distract me all the time
The battle lines are drawn
We keep our heads down
I feel myself want to run
So I don’t give into it
The battle lines are drawn
The silence gets louder
I pull my shirt over my face
Just so you don’t see me give into it,
Give into it
Ah huh, oh, ah huh, oh, ah huh, oh, ah huh, oh
What is it about my love,
It isn’t free it isn’t easy (x 3)
What is it about my love,
It isn’t easy, it isn’t easy
Outro (what is it about my love, what is it)
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4. |
Vitamin
03:36
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I’m always tryna find new ways to approach it
You have no idea, you have no idea, you have no idea, you have no idea
Had no idea
You have you no idea, what I had to go through to get me here (x 4)
You had clipped my wings, you had clipped my wings, You had clipped my wings, You had clipped my - had no idea
I’m always tryna find new ways to approach it, a project of self and others (x 4)
had no ideas and, had no idea and, had no idea, fall off the edge and I
In the places, that remind you, that you’re actually on a planet
Fall off the edge and I
I feel like I fall off the edge
I feel like the sentence i finish, uh
I feel like I fall off the edge
I feel like the sentence i finish, uh
(You have no idea, you have no idea, you have no idea, you have no idea x 4)
To look at you,
Feel the absence of anything
To look at you,
And feel nothing (x 4)
(You have no idea, you have no idea, you have no idea, you have no idea x 4)
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5. |
Wait (37 Degrees)
06:00
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Wait for me,
Wait
I felt scared but assured
I took my first steps to the shore
I fell asleep in between two sands
then I awoke on someone else’s land
I saw a dream where I played two roles
One of victim and one of control
[huhuhuhu]
They walks through counterfeit time
And all you learn forgetting is a crime
Take from me,
Take
Wait here,
wait here huh
[take]
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6. |
Wiggle
04:22
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I turn to you when I want to, when I want to celebrate
My ascent to the sky
But in truth I’m refilling up alone now
Getting cosmically high
I’m not going to force you to feel any-anymore
And that’s the gift you’ve given me
So I’ll thank you
Though I know you won’t be thanking me
And I’m like
Stationed for days, won’t give it away, hope sitting still pays
And I’m like
Stationed for days, won’t give it away, hope sitting still pays
And I’m like
Won’t give it away (ad lib)
I think what I’ve given you is a taste of
Accountability
I think what I’ve given you is a taste of
Accountability
I’m gonna get busy
Not rely on you needing me
Though you do babe
We know it’s true babe
I’m going to fill up
On everything you’re dry on
The drought’s for you babe,
We know it’s true babe
I turned to you when I thought you could hold me up,
Keep me checking up on myself
The lengths I’d go just to prove I was worthy of you,
At the risk of my own health
It took me across to the other side of the earth,
Just to breathe deeply in
Now I can do that, and pull back my heart
Without feeling like I’m, losing
(I turned to)
I’m like
Stationed for days, won’t give it away, hope sitting still pays
I’m like
Stationed for days, won’t give it away, hope sitting still pays
I think what I’ve given you is a taste of
Accountability
I think what I’ve given you is a taste of
Accountability
I’m gonna get busy
Not rely on you needing me
Though you do babe
We know it’s true babe
I’m going to fill up
On everything you’re dry on
The drought’s for you babe,
We know it’s true babe
I see through the way
You worship the ground I walk on
It allows you the distance
You need while I plead
But now I’m retreating
My heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full
Heavy and full, my heart both heavy and full
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7. |
Dusk Pt. 1
02:41
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I’ll wait for the dusk to come
Make those colours wait a while
We can work it out
Come over to my house
I’ll wait for the dusk to come
Make those colours wait a while
We can work it out
Come over to my [dusk]
I’ll wait for the dusk to come
Make those colours wait a while
We can work it out
Come over to my house
I’ll wait for the dusk to come
Make those colours wait a while
We can work it out
Come over to my house huh!
If you were my everything then what I got nothing
If you left for everything my breath would be stopping
I swear it all I swear it on my fortune of nothing
My riches of empty, of youthful promises and
If you were my everything then what I got nothing
If you left for everything my breath would be stopping
I swear it all I swear it on my fortune of nothing
My riches of empty, of youthful promises and
I’ll wait for the dusk to come
Make those colours wait a while
We can work it out
Come over to my house
I’ll wait for the dusk to come
Make those colours wait a while
We can work it out
Come over to my house huh!
Meet me at the dusk but you must
Meet me at the dusk
Meet me at the dusk but you must……
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8. |
Dusk Pt. 2
02:35
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And I feel like I need ya
And I fee like I need ya
And I feel like I need ya
And I feel like I need ya
When my labour outweighs enjoyment
I hold onto all my disappointment (x 2)
And I feel like I need ya
And I fee like I need ya
And I feel like I need ya,
feel like I breath ya, blue light fever
So maybe you’ll have to get out of this town
While it’s holding you, folding you up in its hands
Celebrating everything that you were you know
It understands where you come from
But that’s not where you are headed
(x2)
And I feel like I need ya
And I fee like I need ya
And I feel like I need ya
And I feel like I need ya
[feel like I breath ya, blue light fever]
And I feel like I need yaa
And I feel like I need ya
And I feel like I need ya,
[swear that I’ll leave ya, blue light fever]
Where you come from
Is not where you are headed
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9. |
AUR
04:13
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(Elevated accessibility x 4)
Climb up high on a step ladder, it’s a
School night, he’s a
Tall white boss with his hair weighed down
By the air in that town
And a sense of perversion
(Elevated accessibility x 2)
My foot grinds down, the other swings round
Each turn bringing recollections of a new
Casualty, pressed up or buried deep
In this false path as if it’s a
Rite of passage
Think that I was too conditioned
Heard too much to know the difference
Between what he felt entitled to
And what a new body could
Invite him to
Know what it feels like
For a girl
At her first workplace
Know what it feels like
For a girl
At her first workplace
Cos I’m starting to find bits and pieces
And it stirs up more pain
Than it releases
Cos I’ll never find every single one of them
And I won’t accept that getting old
Is how it should end
Know what it feels like
For a girl
At her first workplace
(x 2)
Re-remembering my own history (x 8)
I’m in pieces now
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10. |
Drop Gear
04:14
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Sliding down between your loves
I’ll admit I’m afraid
Of what’s gonna come
So let’s drive it down
Bury this map of me
And I’ll ride ahead
And try out apathy
But I just can’t quit it
I feel illegitimate
How I wanted to fall
Feel you around me
I’d sweat for you to let me
Inside and underneath
I’d worship every piece
So fuck this friendship,
I’ll sing it here
Sink into silence,
Drop it down a gear, god
I’m gonna drop it down
Hold it all,
Press it down between
‘Til it is filling up every aching part of me
So can I call your loved ones
Say you won’t come back the same
Cos if you’d let me change you
I’ll replace you right out of their games
But I just can’t quit it
I feel illegitimate
How I wanted to fall
Feel you around me
I’d sweat for you to let me
Inside and underneath
I’d worship every piece
So fuck this friendship,
I’ll sing it here
Sink into silence,
Drop it down a gear, god
I’m gonna drop it down
And if I fall
Any harder
I’ll have nothing left of me
When you disappear
I can feel ya
Sucking the life out of me
And I’ll let you take it
Yeah I’ll let you take it
Yeah I’ll let you take it
Yeah I’ll let you take it
But I just can’t quit it
I feel illegitimate
How I wanted to fall
Feel you around me
I’d sweat for you to let me
Inside and underneath
I’d worship every piece
So fuck this friendship,
I’ll sing it here
Sink into silence,
Drop it down a gear, god
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11. |
Low Grade Buzz
04:59
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I got that low grade buzz
I got that low grade buzz, I’m hanging
I got that low grade buzz, keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz, I’m hanging
Circling around an airfield again, I’m older now again,
Got loved ones spilling out of me
The dead ones are at peace now
I still think of them for some release how,
I’ll never hear a real life sound come out their mouths,
I’m hangin
Low grade buzz, keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz, and it’s keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz, keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz
I’m not crashing down and out, at least not yet anyway
I’m not satisfied either, still tryna think of ways to please ya
So I escaped into a room I booked
Feel my body decomposing
Make sure that I’m not imposing
Have my oldest friends come up and crawl into my bed
And try to settle
This frequency
Down
Low grade buzz, keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz, I’m hangin
I got that low grade buzz, keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz
Close my eyes found someone beautiful’s hand in the dark
The sun came up, we sat in silence
And just like always I felt like her friends just wanted me gone
But we admired each other, and I felt like
The lucky one
Low grade buzz, keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz, I’m hangin
I got that low grade buzz, keeping me out of it
I got that low grade buzz
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